MERRY CHRISTMAS

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Make
Every
Rose dream you have to become
Reality
You deserve this !!!!

Cut down the
Hesitation
Rest
Imagine
Spending
Time with the people you truly love
Make and eat sweets
And
Something valuable to give as a gift : yourself !!

LOVE YOU GUYS  ENJOY THE MOST MAGICAL TIME OF THE YEAR!!
IT'S CHRISTMAS BABY
MIRACLES HAPPEN !!
SEE YOU SOON 

2019 - 2020

             

                2020

We are one step from a new year from a new page from a new life , right ?
Actually , no ! We are on step from 2020 but are we really near to a new way of life ?
Did you ask yourself what you will do this new year that is coming ? I m pretty sure you did , or if you havent done it yet you will ,but reaching the end of the year did you check last years list ?
Yes or no ?
I havent done it and i wont do it because i know in my heart that i havent achieve anything in my list , so i decided to do a new step from the year that is coming . I will make a vision board , i know what i want to achieve this year and i wont write it  , i will make it visual !
Also , these few last days i feel lost , i feel tired maybe its because these days are the last days of the year and i start thinking about the year that passed . To tell you the truth for me 2019 was a pretty intense year , i have bad things and the best things to remember , i made steps that i hope they will change my life .
I want to have more faith this year that comes , i want to be able to trust that everything is happening for a reason , i want to be able to trust that one door closes and another one is opening .
I worry ! i worry a lot !
I am afraid in my life , i am afraid that i start to look and feel just like my father , i worry about everything and i dont want to ! i felt so afraid in my life that i want to stop it , i had enough !

I want to achieve more , i want to enjoy my life !

Also i am afraid of the changes ! I want to change a lot , i want to make a move forward but i am afraid to tell you the truth !

Tell me my friend ? What are your thoughts about 2020?
Tell me how do you feel about this year ? how do you feel about 2019  , are you willing to change ?
Are you willing to move forward with me !



GOODREADS :

Dreams And Hopes For Life

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https://dreamsandhopesforlife.blogspot.com/2019/02/coffee-marathon-episode-18-how-about.html

https://dreamsandhopesforlife.blogspot.com/2019/02/love.html
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https://dreamsandhopesforlife.blogspot.com/2019/05/words-of-motivation-when-you-need-it.html

https://dreamsandhopesforlife.blogspot.com/2019/04/daily-must-haves-for-happy-and-peaceful.html

https://dreamsandhopesforlife.blogspot.com/2019/04/books-for-month-of-april-and-may.html

ARE YOU AFRAID ?

ARE YOU AFRAID ?

Are you afraid ?
i am ! 
I am afraid , i am afraid of everything but i dont want to be afraid! 
I am afraid and i am trying not to be , i have learnt in my life from an early age that i have to be a fighter ! I am a fighter . I survived through the sickness and death of my father by myself, i survived the life after his death and now i am fighting to get the life i deserve ! 
I am afraid because until now i was protected lets say from the warmth of my house but now i want to find myself and that will happen when i leave this house . 
My biggest fear is the money.I am afraid , i dont want to end up just like my mother or suffer just like my father , i want to be free to enjoy my life and have money and dont worry about this subject. 
My biggest goal in 2020 is not to be afraid and since i have learnt this fact from 2012 , i am a fighter and i am a survivor and i am also very persistant ! 
When i want something , i achieve it! 
So my dear girl , you can achieve everything you want ! 
you are a survivor , i am sure you got through worse than me i am pretty sure but you are a woman and since i am a woman , i am sure that you can do and everything you want , you can survive everything ! 
A new day is coming in every part of this world , there is no chance that you wont survive , you are a woman my love , so you are a survivor ! You are a fighter ! From the beginning you got conceived and you were born , your fate is to be a fighter , so fight ! 
Conquer your fears and fight for the life you deserve ! 
So , make your life's mission  to make this year that comes the best !!!
Actually dont start from 2020 , start now !!!
Love,
R.